90 days....

today was the 90th day of waiting. yes, its been a while since i had this most unforgetable 60 days of my life. i was a burden when we met, she's my savior.. oh hell yeah! let's skip the part where i was nothing. but from being nothing she made me i am everything. let's start when the time our eyes first met. just an ordinary with few bottles of beer but whoa! her cute startling eyes and sweet little smile knocks me off my feet. yeah yeah she had a boyfriend, going 4 years but what the hell she's cute! i already knew that before i met her because we were already talking on phone and i really knew everything. since that night we never stopped talking on the phone and seeing each other anytime of the day i mean night and we're always together everyday i mean everynight.... or both. and being unnoticed, since we enjoyed being together, suddenly we were falling for each other. we had a rough times in seeing eventhough almost everynight we're together so. what she did was, she introduced me to her mom, since that moment, we can now see each other literally anytime, i can now visit her to her house but... but.. but... of course, we're friends. and since that day forward i had the happiest days of my life.. and yet, this is not a fairy tale and everything has an ending. after 2 lovely months, she has to go.. where? to her boyfriend. i felt that day that my life is coming to an end, wishing all these fruitful moments will never end but still i have to let go.. and have to see her walk away. Oh God! i miss her already! when i went back to my so called neighborhood, i see every corner of it and only memories were left. and it was the first night that i felt i am nobody again. cry cry cry cry... thats all i can do. the nights were cold no one to hold. it feels that im searching for something that i cannot find. 90 days of waiting i am, had a new work, new friends, new hobbies but my feelings aren't new, it stays the same. and really 90 days.. and couting.. missing you everynight, i miss your goodnights, i miss your good mornings, i miss your "i miss u" i miss everything and im still looking for you everyday and waiting for you every hour. 60 more days to go.... im still here standing for you...

"Koala koh! Gud mowinin..."
"mishu koala"
"koala miss u dn. ahahaha"